It was 4 am and I was awake. Usually at that time I’d be dreaming
up plans of grandeur and opulence. But, alas, I was awake. I tried counting
backwards from 100 but my counting was interrupted by the drone of my beloveds
snoring.
This all started when I was pregnant. There were many things
I loved before that I started to dislike; ice cream was one of them – to my
horror. There were many things I hadn’t noticed or even minded before that
became a real issue e.g. my beloved's snoring. And although pregnancy is
beautiful, it doesn’t lend itself well to sleeping. I used to wake up so much
to use the bathroom and on my return one fateful evening; I heard the most
alarming rattling noise. Opening the door to my bedroom, I was shocked to learn
that the noise was coming from my beloved.
It became a real issue. His snoring would wake me up so much
so, that I would ‘gently’ nudge him so that he could stop. My ‘gentle’ nudges
turned into ‘gentle’ pushes and were often accompanied with angry mumblings and
cries of ‘I can’t sleep’. I would wake up exhausted and worse for wear but, my
beloved would be bright and fully alert. It got so bad that some nights, he
would leave the bed for me to allow me to sleep. And as I lay on my memory foam
bed on one of those nights, I could hear the rattling snoring buzz from my
beloved over the sound of the TV, I started thinking…what if having separate
rooms was the was a long term solution?
Sleep deprivation is actually used a form of torture, it’ll
turn even the world’s best superhero a little nuts. It has been discovered that
a lack of sleep can contribute to a greater risk of heart disease, diabetes and
depression. Worse of all it can impact on your sex life because you are less
likely to be in the mood and you probably won’t even have enough energy to
initiate or reciprocate. We all know that once intimacy in marriage starts to
diminish, the marriage may also start to diminish. So, what would it be like to
have separate rooms?
If we had separate bedrooms it could mean that both of us
would sleep a whole lot better. My beloved could snore to his hearts’ content
without the fear of being nudged out of bed or being ranted at. My sleep
wouldn’t be interrupted which means I’d wake up looking more like a beauty and
less like a beast. I could roll from one side of the bed to the other, not
being confined to flipping from side to side. I could spread out like a cat or
lie curled up in a ball in the middle of the bed.
Individually, we would be to create our best sleeping
environments; soothing music, cool air conditioning, warming electric blankets
or reassuring side lights. And because each person has control over their
sleeping environment, we would each have a higher quality of rest. When beloved
and I are more relaxed, we are better lovers and we have fewer arguments over
little annoying habits like leaving wet towels on neatly made beds or leaving
all manner of hair products, weaves and wigs on display.
There is always the fear that not sharing bedrooms is the
beginning of living separate lives. The left hand will not know what the right
hand is doing; how could they if they only see each other to exchange
pleasantries or share meals? There is something about sharing a room with
someone that allows you to see them more clearly. In separate rooms,
husband/wife could be ‘entertaining’ guests without the others knowledge and
they could be nursing harmful habits or addictions. More importantly though, is
the affect that this could have on our intimacy. If we no longer shared a bed,
we don’t have that daily physical contact that is essential to create the mood
for ‘things to happen’. Sex would probably be more planned and less
spontaneous. Where would it happen? Would we take it in turns to host an
encounter in our individual rooms or would we prefer neutral grounds like the
living room? And what would happen after our ‘encounter’, would we both retreat
to our separate rooms or would we issue each other with a day pass?
There are many reasons couples may choose to have separate
rooms; nursing mothers of young babies may feel it’s better for them to spend
evenings in the baby’s’ room to allow their husbands to rest before heading out
to the office in the morning. What of the cases where husband and wife work
different shifts to each other – one works morning shift, the other the night
shift? They will unintentionally be sleeping separately; when one partner is
awake the other is recharging to go to work.
In our culture, this isn’t a new phenomenon. Some of our
grandparents and dare I say parents have been decorating their separate rooms
long since ear plugs were invented. It appears though, that this trend may be
making a reappearance. In February 2005, a survey conducted by the U.S.
National Associate of Home Builders and architects predicted that more than 60%
of custom houses would have dual master bedrooms by 2015. But for me, custom
bedrooms/separate bedrooms/twin bedrooms, isn’t an option. As much as the
snoring drives me crazy sometimes, I have decided to see it as his way of
telling me that he’s alive and right beside me.